I am never going to be okay with this. I will be happy if I am able to realize this on time. So I guess I’m giving up on this one, because I am not ready yet to be ok with people I was wrong about. I first need to find a way to realize – is this more like be ok with myself, or be ok with the people. If with myself – then maybe I should check as done. But if with people… then what do i do? If I was thinking not very high about a person and I realize I was wrong, then of course I will be okay – both with myself and the person. on the other hand – if i get disappointed – i would be ok with myself, and I won’t be okay with the person. And again 2 options – either I turn my back on them, or if I do love them very much to the point I have to accept them as they are – I will have to force myself to be okay.
Then – why should I give up? this would be wrong
I am okay with everything right now, most of all with myself. People in the past who I realized are not worthed my love and trust and everything are in the past. People I have now in my life, and I was wrong about the way they are – well, they are still in my life in one way or another, and I am okay with the way they are, and the way I accept them.
So
bottom line
_ – I check as done.
YAY – how come I kept this goal for so long, when it is so easy to see how things are. Not at all complicated.
Realize that some people are never going to be the people you thought they might be and be ok with that
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just some thoughs
9 months ago
Comments:
revengeofnudefreedom needs to NaNo his WriMo
I guess I see this goal more as....
accepting that some people just aren’t going to change (at least not in the near future.) as opposed to actually accepting the person.
There’s some people that we’ll never be able to be “okay with”. That’s just the way life is. We can acknowledge that everyone has dignity and worth, but that’s not necessarily the same as “being okay with them.”
