Monica03 is cleaning!!!!
Today I’m feeling a bit better. I’m feeling more and more determined to get on with my life in terms of love. I want to find a man I can talk with, discuss, debate, cuddle, watch him play hockey, play crib with, fall asleep beside, feel safe with, etc…
I’m still a little scared that I’m never gonna find another guy like Joe. It still scares me that he might have been the one, but that I somehow should have done something different, despite the fact that I know if he couldn’t accept me for who I am, then he was obviously not the one. I just have to keep telling myself it was just an experience I need to be able to fully love the True Love of my life who will soon be coming my way.
Is there any way to get rid of that fear?