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threatening and bullying
ignoring
dont want to continue living with this person, I cannt even talk to him.
he keeps shouting at me and abusign me. for asking him why he is gettting irrtated ( which is all the time anyway)
I never loved him. i know I will never love him. I am just scared to get on on my own.
there is no connection between us, its nice to have someone sharig the boring burden of life, like paying bills and buying veggies.
and things are just so so.
He is so into himself, he is very careful about what he will or willnot share. there is no bond or attachment between me and him.
hmmmm, for that matter I also dont share much with him, thats cause when I want to share he snubs me. he makes it very clear that he is not listening by watching TV or reading.
oh, I dont want to be in this marriage! Then why am I in it. I am scared of breaking it. being a divorce .
also dont want to make people who are waiting to see me in bad shape happy.
I havent gotten along with my boss or my friends so I am afrraid the mistake may be with me.
are these reasons good enough? I am quite stable after staying alone. but mr husband gets on my nerves. he is not a very nice person.

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