step out of my comfort zone

I think I may actually be successfully moving into a new group of people which I never imagined happenning and it’s been so ridiculously easy that I wonder why I never attempted to do it sooner!

I actually made the effort to talk to different people today instead of the same old ones all the time and I actually got on pretty good! I think I’m alright with one on ones and fairly small groups of people it’s when there’s LOTS of people around that I don’t know I panic and become very anti-social and self-concious WELL NOT ANYMORE!

In social situations in particular I become really self-concious if I don’t know a lot of the people who’re around me I just don’t really talk much which I don’t imagine creates the best impression. I really need to improve my social skills and make an effort to talk to people who I don’t know.