Stop caring what other people think of me

when i start doing on decided things… n concentrate on doing… everything goes fine… find the solitude in whole crowd which need for excellence in work…

keeping myself too busy to think on anything… thats only make me stop thinking abt others…

if i m procrastinate abt something i start to think about peoples opinion.. thats happens when i am upset for something…

i must remove thoughts of some of my bad experience in my past… those unknowingly making me upset for small things…

well as i gaining my trust in myself… i m now comfortable with me…

its nauseating that i was caring for what people might be thinking abt me… i don’t wish to remember that…

thank god.. i m recovering from that… but still got to work a bit on it..

I want somebody ‘d stop fighting…

i know peace of mind depend upon yourself…

but they somehow drag me in their fighting… whenever i try to ignore,,. They come to me… complaint me about other ones… & i don’t have extreme power to ignore them,..

if i m around,. they start blaming, cursing to another one,... they want me to know it,.. they want me to take their side… & i feel to flee away from it.. alllllll….

i really don’t feel to listen to them now.. i think i ve considered them more than enough.. & now i realized how much time i ve wasted in giving important to them rather than myself.

They are fighting for just one thing… never try to consider each other,.. Both are trying to show how they right.
Constantly blaming other one.. finding each others faults..

It’s totally opposite to my attitude or thinking…

They both are close to me. or i must say now… i consider them part of my life…

i lose my self esteem sometimes… as i m finding difficulty in adjusting with them… i had to stay with many of my relatives in my life.. but everywhere this thing fallow…

most of my time wasted in adjusting with them… & understanding them.. & this always force me to think that there must be fault in myself.. as i m not capable to adjust with them..

i just can’t totally avoid them,.. as still i have to achieve something… & its hard to me go away from them.. as i know they need me.. & . I need them too.