fall in love again

Maybe it will be eventually.

Well I didn’t actually fall in love, I was just getting there.
To continue from my last point – it was at a tipping point, just on my end though. I had to say something because it was just getting to be too much for me. So I did, and now I know that he’s not in the same place.

Oh well, now I can move on and fall in love again with someone else.

This whole thing has been an emotional rollercoaster for me. I feel like things are at a tipping point… I also feel like right now it’s out of my hands. I’ll just have to wait and see what happens.

on this particular person anyway. I’ve made an effort… enough that it should be apparent where I stand. But I’m not going to keep beating my head against a brick wall. The ball is in his court. For now I am just going to focus on other things.

I just hope it’s mutual.

There’s nothing that’s as exciting (and nerve-wracking) as falling for someone… all of the hopeful anticipation…

But I never feel more alone… When you have high hopes you have so much farther to fall if it doesn’t work out.

I thought I had a chance at this. But I’m pretty sure I fucked it up :(
Oh well, it wasn’t meant to be.

A girl that I could see myself falling in love with. I don’t think the timing is quite right. But it’s still a good feeling to know that other people out there can make me feel this way.