lose 5 pounds

i did this!..really last time this year was i was 120 now im 108!!!

so this sucks i may have lost like 1 pound but thats no goood enough i am gonan try something new! such has not weighting my self cuz everytime i do and i am ok with what i weigh i eat lol..so that sucks..im gonna stop that…this is hard..i want diet pills lol..just to make it all go away !!!!!! i wish

I need to get this done buy next sat! can i do it can i do it!!
of course i can! lol…i need this and want this soooo bad its been a while and i was there then i gained it all back cuz of my b-day….just watch im gonna be there!...i can do this Yay For me !!!!

wow so im really almost there its like make 2 pounds to go and im gonna be at my goal and im soo happy..its crazy i made it !!!!!!

Okie..10 days left and man i need to do this…but i do have to go out next weekend…but ahh well i will take it easy..anyways..im gonna weigh my self on the sat tho just to see how things r going…i can do this!!!!

i know i can do this..is jus soo hard with my friends and family ALWAYs wanting to eat yah know and haveing the food infront of me at all times its sucks but im doing ok…i need this for my b-day and i have lost some..but today i was my sisters b-day and we went for dinner and we did have cake too ahhhh..but im gonna do well tomorrow and no booze for me tomorrow..i havent had any for 3 weeks now and i think that helps a bit…well a lot cuz i always wanna eat after drinking..but sat my friend is having a party so i will be drinking….but i promise no food after no matter how much my friend wants it cuz thats what we always doo but im not!!!..soo next week will be a good one im sure!

im doing soo good!..i think im gonan really do this its nuts..happy happy!...but my sister b-day is tomorrow and were going for dinner lol..hmm:)

wow i really think im gonna do it this time !!!!!!

well..i did ok yesterday..and im sure i will today!

im gonna have to do an everyday thing….cuz this isnt working..i have like 20 days…6 pounds i can soo do this..watch me..it all starts tomorrow…