because once upon a time, i was motivated, and it got me nowhere. i put my heart and soul into something i loved, and it turned out that there was nothing there for me. so i had to start over, square one, figure everything out from scratch from there on out. and the fact of the matter is, i haven’t figured anything out since then. i’ve been feeling my way through it, and everything i have tried has been unsatisfying. as much as i’d like to scrap it all and start over again, i’ve done that too many times and i feel like i’m getting too old to keep reinventing myself. i feel like if i could just sit down and think about it that something would come to me and it would all click and fall into place. i have no idea how or even if that could happen, but it sure does sound nice.
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i think i just figured out why i'm unnmotivated
2 years ago
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