.. and in all honesty I think I am far from arrogant.. but I am at a stage of my life where I would consider an opportunity for a relationship and say to myself.. “how can i be sold on this idea? what’s so attractive about this? is this worth me changing my life and making compromises for?”
I want to weed out the chaff.. although I keep wondering..what if .. at the end of this.. I find out that the basket was full of chaff? Would I panic and wonder if I’ve made a mistake in the process? or should I just accept that there was never any wheat, just chaff?
Nov 08, 2006, 05:09AM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments
that I internalise everything. If something goes wrong I cannot help but think I am responsible for it. Well no more. I am fed up. Tired. Over it (again). Dealing with nasty people just sapped all the energy I gained from my holiday.
Apr 28, 2006, 10:04AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
I’m beginning to think that the things I think I deserve are actually unavailable to me for whatever reason, at this at this point in time..
Sep 07, 2005, 06:38AM PDT | 3 comments
There’s someone I am interested in, but I am not sure if he’s worth the trouble though. I’m of the opinion that missed opportunity = blessing in disguise, given that I shouldn’t settle for less!
Aug 24, 2005, 08:00PM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
Do you ever fear that what you think you deserve is not realistic for who you are?
Apr 13, 2005, 05:38PM PDT | 2 cheers | 3 comments
