I want to be happy and be a good mother

I don’t get to spend alot of time with my daughter lately because of work and the fact that my mom lives so far away. So unfortunately she has to do some over nights, which really bothers me. I wish I could find an apartment in manhattan that would be affordable. I hate being away from my baby and I get super depressed when I go home without her. I need to get a car ASAP, but I need to get over my fear of driving first.

I wish that i could spend more time with my daughter. I work most of the time and it is so hard to do the commuting back and forth. I hope she doesn’t start to forget that I’m her mommy and how much I love her and that everything I do I do it for her. I hope she’ll always know that.

I’m working on the being happy part. So far I’m doing okay with trying to be a good mom. I just have to learn to be comfortable being by myself and be happy with the fact that I am truly blessed, and not focus on all the negativity around me.

What we are today comes from our thoughts of yesterday, and our present thoughts build our life of tomorrow. Our life is the creation of our mind.