get married

i have broken up with ex-bf who i really loved. i thought we suit each other and could marry but it didnt work…
he was a wonderful person. he does, knows and likes many things and taught me many things like piano, music, spanish, business, culture, how to pain the house and more and more. he made me smile and laugh all the time. we laughed a lot.
we had done many things together. traveled together, cooked together, sang a song together, walked together, watched dvds together, created interesting things together…(sigh)

we had a wonderful time together for one year so its very hard to move on quickly. i still like him. i sometimes remember many things that we have done together and then i feel sad. i know i need to get over but need more time and so does he.

i have never loved a man that much. i hope i can find someone who i can love more than him someday.

hmmm… I don’t like Japanese style wedding. Even though it costs A LOT maybe over $20000, it is not enjoyable! All the grooms and brides just get tired getting changed many times. Normaly, wear 2 kimonos and 2 dresses in the wedding and 4-5 hours party. TOO BUSY!
If I get married, I want to take some photos of wearing kimonos and a dress in Japan and then have a simple and lovely wedding and party in overseas. Or no wedding and no party.
Having a wedding and a party is not so important. The most important thing is having a happy family.