I'm doing 8 things
...words of value
3 years ago
I want my words to always build up and enable my children to move forward in a positive direction…to make all words be presents, beautifully decorated…
BeautifulOnion's Life List
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1. believe i am beautiful
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2. Keep Growing
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3. Be the people God created us to be
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4. Believe that Miracles still Happen
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5. To Feel and Not Numb my Feelings
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6. Give up Control
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7. make each and every day count
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8. spend more times with friends
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Recent entries
we are many
3 years ago
I have so many different aspects of myself I feel like a multifacetted diamond. various feelings, images, ages, sizes…who was I meant to be before betrayal, abandonement reshaped my soul???...I feel myself coming together…I not feeling as fractured….healing is happening…I’m healing…I never want to forget this time…My Dr. says to not just write in my journal but to put it out in places that I can see and be reminded of throughout the day…
Relationships
3 years ago
I have been learning about how I protect myself in relationships so that I don’t lose control…I never tell people that they have hurt me…I go away and reconcile within myself…finding out why and how did there action or comment hurt me. I have so many triggers that I just brimming with open wounds that don’t take very much to flare up. I never even thought about telling someone they hurt me…I would feel very vunerable…I would be letting myself open for an attack…I need to trust…Let go and trust people. People will hurt me and I can forgive them, learn more about myself and grow…
