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Darkened_Destiny

has lost herself



I'm doing 43 things
  

Darkened_Destiny's Life List

  1. 1. Be good to my mom
    8 entries . 5 cheers     		4 people
  2. 2. Run a mile
    3 entries . 1 cheer     		221 people
  3. 3. ride my bike down and up the lane
    4 entries     		1 person
  4. 4. Stop eating before bed
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		5 people
  5. 5. Stop desiring/cravings refined sugars and fats
    3 entries . 1 cheer     		1 person
  6. 6. Drink more green tea
    3 cheers     		173 people
  7. 7. Make a habit of cleaning up after myself
    3 entries . 3 cheers     		1 person
  8. 8. learn how to change a flat tire
    2 entries . 5 cheers     		47 people
  9. 9. Transfer home movies from VHS to DVD
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		43 people
  10. 10. Get a pap test
    3 cheers     		5 people
  11. 11. Improve my culinary knife skills
    2 cheers     		9 people
  12. 12. Go on a road trip
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		2,949 people
  13. 13. help in a developing country
    3 entries . 5 cheers     		2 people
  14. 14. learn french
    10 entries . 10 cheers     		9,080 people
  15. 15. become fluent in sign language
    5 cheers     		144 people
  16. 16. Give Blood
    2 entries . 10 cheers     		2,590 people
  17. 17. volenteer at a homeless shelter
    1 entry . 20 cheers     		1 person
  18. 18. Fall in love
    6 entries . 6 cheers     		22,290 people
  19. 19. Learn to knit
    2 cheers     		3,138 people
  20. 20. make vegan cookies
    4 entries . 7 cheers     		4 people
  21. 21. Be a big part of my baby niece's life
    6 entries . 2 cheers     		2 people
  22. 22. Hot box something
    		1 person
  23. 23. Create more
    3 entries . 1 cheer     		96 people
  24. 24. Become a leader
    4 entries     		50 people
  25. 25. start supporting my favorite entrepreneurs
    3 entries     		1 person
  26. 26. act more loving
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1 person
  27. 27. try shrooms
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		163 people
  28. 28. turn heads
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		86 people
  29. 29. Be able to identify all the countries/states/provinces of the world
    2 cheers     		1 person
  30. 30. learn to cook. Really cook.
    2 entries     		1,651 people
  31. 31. Become well read
    3 cheers     		58 people
  32. 32. Rid body of gas
    1 entry     		1 person
  33. 33. stick to a workout plan; Monday, Wednesday and Tuesday/or Thursday. (3 Days)
    		1 person
  34. 34. eat a yam
    1 cheer     		2 people
  35. 35. learn to needle felt
    		1 person
  36. 36. Write to clothing stores to complain about sizing! We girls arent all twigs!!
    		1 person
  37. 37. Start impressing myself
    2 entries     		1 person
  38. 38. revitalize my mind and spirit
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		1 person
  39. 39. start looking into summer options
    		1 person
  40. 40. Thaw my heart
    1 entry     		1 person
  41. 41. Rediscover joy and enthusiasm
    2 entries     		1 person
  42. 42. get a brazilian wax
    2 entries     		342 people
  43. 43. send out christmas cards
    		27 people
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become a leader (read all 4 entries…)
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Dec 01, 09:49AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments


Rediscover joy and enthusiasm (read all 2 entries…)
Who am I again? 3 days ago
I just realized that I’ve lost everything I loved when I left home and didn’t even notice that with saying good bye to
  • lilacs
  • children
  • art
  • cooking to the beatles
  • the garden
  • my cat
  • the chickens
  • my house
    I waved good bye to who I knew I was.
    Does that make sence?

I’m lost in the city..
I miss my dad..
I miss my sanity.
I miss not caring what anyone thinks.
I miss not worrying about my complete lack of friends, or a social life. Not concerning myself with critisms, and fashion.
I miss being a loner without disapproval..

Nov 28, 07:53PM PST | 0 comments


Rediscover joy and enthusiasm (read all 2 entries…)
I am not a fun person. 3 days ago

I’m not having any fun, and I don’t like the person I am.
I am not a fun person.
.........

Nov 28, 07:48PM PST | 0 comments


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