that I have graduated I can no longer work as a student employee. I think it is for the best because I was feeling stagnate at my job any way. That would be putting it lightly! nonetheless that chapter in my life is closed.
I applied for a community organizer positions and did not get it. That left me deflated, but more importantly there are not many of those jobs available in Burque. At this point I’m just looking for anything I guess. I am feeling a little apathetic about the whole situation. One factor is I have a hard time selling myself. I have gotten better about not being too down on myself, but I can’t shake the doubts about myself and my accomplishments. That’s not bad right? It just means I’m humble to a fault. Ha Ha
Another thing is I’m going on to Washington (state) in a couple of weeks to visit my aunt. If I apply for a job now I would be able to start until after I return, and that makes me procrastinate more.

