I feel sick to my stomach, I really do! I don’t know when it hit me. I thought I had moved on and things were going to be ok. I was going to be ok! I was so wrong. Those feelings are still there, strong as ever. I’ve already set things in motion to put us back together. I feel as though I won’t find happiness beyond us. This is crazy…....damn, damn, damn!!!
Tbear2000's Life List
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1. Read my Bible every day
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2. become more financially responsible
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3. Get out on my own
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4. start writing my book
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5. striptease
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6. take motorcycle lessons
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7. take keyboard lessons
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8. make love in the rain
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9. go to Tahiti
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10. ride a horse on the beach
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11. skinny dip
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12. take dance lessons
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13. Start a Roth IRA
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14. travel by train
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15. Swim with dolphins
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16. stick to a budget
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17. Lose 20 pounds
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Recent entries
Relapse....
1 week ago
This Sucks......
2 weeks ago
Well, I am not doing too good. Hell, I am not doing even a little bit good! I don’t know what my problem is, I just can’t get it together!
Thank God!
4 months ago
Ran into him during an ackward time and was forced to face our demons! I thought I was going to die! Guess what, I was the last man standing!!! By the time the initial shock wore off, I was good. I guess we all have that line drawn in the sand. Drugs and alcohol aren’t the only things we need Detoxed out of our systems!!!!!!!!
