My good friend just got engaged the other day and it made me realize how I used to wish I could be a bridesmaid. But I don’t have that many close friends and the one doesn’t even want to get married. Luckily the next day at work she said to me, “I don’t know how to do this properly, but I want you to be a bridesmaid.” I. flipped. I was so scared that we both graduated, she’s changing jobs, and now is engaged, I didn’t know when I was gonna see her again. But now I’m just scared of losing my position in the wedding! :-)
akb154's Life List
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2. become a youtube celebrity.
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3. get rid of my folliculitis
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4. buy more shoes
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5. Go to England
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6. Learn choreography
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7. learn archery
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8. Learn to pick locks
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9. own an exotic pet
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10. learn how to dive off a diving board
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11. learn to Hula Hoop
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12. Be closer to my family
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13. Get a nickname people will actually call me by
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14. let go of people who are bad for me.
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15. Get a job at a shoe store
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16. invest in the stock market
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17. stand up for myself
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18. do more string along
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19. ride a bike again
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20. Take more pictures
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21. Have a conversation with a celebrity
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22. bake a cake
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23. have someone throw me a surprise party
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24. be less shy around guys
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25. paint my room
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26. travel alone
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27. Throw a drink in someone's face
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28. Be a bridesmaid
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I don’t feel I get drunk like most people do. I just get lazy and tired. But if we go out dancing and I’m drunk I could dance all night!!!!
A couple days ago my wealthy Aunt asked me where I would like to travel “next” (as if I had traveled at all). I said England, because I’m not comfortable with a language barrier and I always felt some connection to England. Her response was, “Well wouldn’t that be a nice trip for your graduation.” Now at first I read that as her hinting that she’s going to send me there. I could be very wrong, but I started thinking about traveling. As I’ve mentioned, I’ve never really traveled. Just here and there with the parents to visit family members. But as I thought about England, and maybe one day being handed a single plane ticket, a sudden burden was lifted. Just the thought of it suddenly didn’t scare me anymore. I never would dream of even driving to another state by myself, so why all of the sudden the change of heart for going over seas? Listen, I’m shy and I HATE flying! Ok so the flying part still scares me, but the thought of being forced to communicate by myself, with no one else to speak for me has done a 180. So here it is, a goal, to one day travel…alone.
