Its not that I am on a constant quest for the approval of others but its my indecisiveness that puts me in that spot…makes me dependent on others for their input on what I should buy, and all of that. The other reason is that Im scared thay my decisions may have negative repercussions and if somebody made the decision for me then if anything went wrong they’d be to blame!
jamrockgirl's Life List
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1. go to med school
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2. stop procrastinating
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3. learn to dance
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4. be someone's everything
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5. get straight a's again!!!
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6. live passionately
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7. vivacious
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8. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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9. become more confident
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10. Be less shy
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11. talk to more people
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12. Be more spontaneous and creative
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13. keep my virginity until I'm married
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14. Act in a play
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15. write a book
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16. pamper myself
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17. dress more fashionable
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18. have style
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19. be a vegetarian
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20. Become a Doctor
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21. I want to be a dancer.
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22. get fit
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23. Wait until marriage
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24. Visit Egypt
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25. Plan a 43T Northern Virginia Meetup in January
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26. read more
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27. Take more pictures
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28. be more social
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29. publish a book
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30. find new friends
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31. Travel first class on a plane
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32. travel
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33. go on a cruise
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34. Read more books
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35. Go to one new place/do one new thing each week
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36. travel to every continent
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37. Make a movie
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38. stop looking to others for reassurance of my decisions
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39. protest something
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Ususally, I refrain from speaking to certain people based on mannerisms and their percieved behaviour towards me…the look on their face etc….kinda judgemental right? But sometimes ppl behave in such a way that makes them downright unapproachable. No one wants a bruised ego right? Yet, I’ve broken through those barriers lately, and have kept up intriguing convos with person who have a refreshing perspective on life, which has shown me another side to this play called
The cat’s out of the bag…Im a heavy/dead sleeper. You could run a chain saw over my head and I wouldnt even squint. Yet, I’ve been making an effort to go to bed earlier and I’ve been waking up earlier…...not to the sound of many alarms(phone,clock etc) but something else…...
