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I own a reusable bottle, plenty of reuseable coffee mugs, and a reusuable shopping bag, buttt I am terrible about using them. I want to make them part of my dailey life, because I think it would simplify things alot. Taking the garbage out less, not worrying about finding a recycling bin for the bottles (and we all know that there never is any)and having my own unique coffee mug sounds like a way better deal to me. I am also 100% against spending money for water.

As of right now, I have three credit cards. The balance of one is completely paid off, and the others have small balances of 60 and 80 dollars. Since I just bought a new computer, this puts me another 1500 in debt :\. And I still have 7,000 of student loans hovering over my head, but one card with a balance of zero feels pretty great!

I’m really letting myself down with this goal. I eat terribly, mostly because of my scheduale, and it is such a hard habit to break.

I ordered mine today, but I won’t count this as a completed goal until I have made all the payments on it… and maybe mastered how to use it.

It’s not going to be the exact image, but it’s going to based on this picture. It’s from an installation piece by Xu Bing, and the meaning is to defy definition.

Check him out… http://www.xubing.com

I’ve managed to get myself to drink just water, and black coffee if I need it. I don’t eat sweets (well except for those rare occasions) And I don’t eat late at night. I’m not all the way there, and I’m feeling much much better.

I’ve kept things clean for a solid four weeks now. If I can keep it up for at least four more i would be so excited. However, I don’t know if Id call ti done

So I’ve tried very hard to be positive and look on the brighter side, but today all the negativity hit me all at the same time. Maybe it really is time for me to see someone. Both of my parents have a chemical imbalance, so it’s possible that’s where I’m headed.

I want to stop drinking soda so much. and stop eating so many sweets (i work at panera, which has a big bakery section, its easy to grab)

In my attempt to have a new start, I think the best thing will be to clean out things that I own. This includes my closet, books, and just general clutter. I think it’s important to do. It helps to let go of old attitudes, and have a new outlook.

I decided that school needs to come first… guess mom and dad have to put up with me for a while!

I did the math, and if I’m a good girl and save my money, I could furnish the apartment and pay a few months rent all at once in a years time…. saving money is so hard though. I feel like it would be rewarding to have my own place, and part of me can’t wait

I just want them whiter.

I think that I’ve spent my whole life seeing the bad side of situations and the worst possible outcome for anything I’ve ever done in my life. I just would like to appreciate life a little more.