I'm doing 28 things
this boy is an idiot.
4 weeks ago
good thing i didnt get with him.
oomellyoo's Life List
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1. focus
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2. be more self disciplined
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3. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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4. date a new guy!
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5. eat healthier
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6. Record a demo
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7. make more time for myself.
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8. be free of my mother
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9. learn to snowboard
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10. get a scholarship for college
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11. Teach Singing Lessons
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12. Open up a Dessert Restaurant
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13. build a telescope
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14. Go Whitewater Rafting
209 people -
15. Go Hangliding
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16. learn to surf and be a TRUE island girl. ahhaa
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17. try out motocross
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18. minimize my material possessions
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19. learn how to make jewelry
1 entry120 people -
20. complete a triathlon
595 people -
21. Improve my photography
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22. Start my own business
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23. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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24. Pierce my belly button
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25. reach my goal weight
1 entry338 people -
26. change the world
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27. be a model
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28. Make the most of my 20's
1 entry543 people
How I did it
It made me
yeyuhhhhh 
How I did it: i practiced till i bled. and yea it was kinda hard...i sucked a lot..i recorded myself every single time so i could hear my improvement. in the beginning it was terrible but it gradually got better and better..... people at school think i'm pro! hahahhaa Read how I did it…
Recent entries
So
4 weeks ago
my parents were getting irritated over my emo-ness. okay. so maybe i’m melodramatic. i should stop tho. but. they are right. when i took him back it meant that i was also letting go of what he did in the past. He said he was sorry. sorry for what he did to me and put me through. I didn’t ask for an apology, he came on his own. broke up wither only hours before and called me to come over. he apologized and called himself an asshole for waiting so long. he told me he doesn’t want to put me through what he did last year. for himself and for me. can he be trusted? I guess I have to give it a shot. cuz if i wasn’t going to…i wouldn’t have taken him back in the first place. I need to trust him again for any sort of relationship to work between us. so i need to find it.
just friends
1 month ago
he wants to be JUST friends. screw him. i want to be happy. i’ve loved him for four years, forgiven him for all he put me through…and now we are back at one….Rejection. fuck that. how do i know he’s not making out with his other girl “friends”???? He lied once…and it would be pretty low for him to lie once again. i dunno..i can’t tell where he is coming from. but he made it clear that we weren’t together…even though our actions show we are DATING.
i want someone. And i want him to want me back. I want to love. and I want to be loved back. It’s so hard to meet people sometimes… :( maybe in SD!!! :D :D :D wish me luck. :)
