If there did in fact ever come a point where this could happen, I don’t know if it would benefit me but I would give anything to just do it. Scream to people what’s in my heart. Tell them what place they have in it.
sensitiveheart11's Life List
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1. I want to be happy and be a good mother
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2. be a good mother
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3. I want to be a teacher
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4. have a man who will cherish me
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5. live in the country
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6. convince my brother that he's worthwhile
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7. have another baby
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8. learn how to race
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9. tell the world my deepest darkest secrets
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10. live one day at a time
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11. get a dog
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12. To live instead of exist
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13. improve posture
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14. fall in love again
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15. be less persistent
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16. stand at the top of a mountain
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17. find out my purpose in this life
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18. make love at night on the beach
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19. go to Paris
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20. ride a motorcycle
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21. put my daughter in acting classes
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22. feel butterflies in my stomach everyday
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23. get a massage
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24. write a screenplay
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25. become better at Scrabble
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26. tell my sister that I look up to her
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27. Smash a television set to pieces
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28. buy a condo
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29. make love in a garden
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30. catch a falling star
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31. learn to play the piano
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32. drive to California
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33. let out what's in my heart with no fear
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I have alot of reasons why I want to try doing this one day. In my lifetime I want the chance to experience living in the country. I don’t know where exactly. Maybe somewhere in the US like Kansas or Utah. I don’t know where exactly. I live in the city right now (born and raised) and I’m tired of it. I don’t want to stay here with my daughter and at times I really feel like mapping out a plan for me and her in which I establish finding employment, a home, and a car of course and just leaving New York City. I need peace in my life and i’m tired of getting hurt, I’m tired of feeling weighed down by everything, tired of the day to day rush of everything, I want to slow down and start to actually cherish my days and feel the preciousness and delicacy of life.
I’m going to smash the TV that’s in my bedroom. Every day when I get home I see it and I wanna throw it out the window. I live a house so if I throw it out the window it’s only gonna fall like 2 feet down, but instead maybe I can put my hammer through it. I’m gonna end up doing it soon…....
I hope my landlord doesnt call the cops on me :)
