Used to be the trouble maker
Hated homework, was a sweet heartbreaker
But now I have my dream
I’m so rowdy for eighteen
Never read a single book
Hated homework and the dirty looks
Now I live my life
There’s a lot I seen at eighteen
School days, school days
I’m older, now what will I find
School day, school days
Starting to slip I’m losin’ my mind
Used to be the wild one
Hated class only lived for fun
I’m mean an’ got my schemes
At the crazy age of eighteen
Never made the honor roll
Hated rules what I was told
Now I am almost free
It’s a dangerous scene when you’re eighteen
School days, school days
I’m older, now what will I find
School day, school days
Starting to slip I’m losin’ my mind
effekt's Life List
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1. pass the Japanese Language Proficiency Test (Lvl 3)
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2. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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3. make my NaNoWriMo novel halfway coherent
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4. break my big goals into little steps
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5. stretch before going to bed and after waking up
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6. run a 5 or 10k race
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7. study Zen Buddhism
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8. backpack through Southeast Asia
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9. relearn German
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10. relearn French
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11. learn Bahasa Indonesia
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12. learn to surf
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13. see Melt Banana live
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14. run a marathon
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15. learn to play bass
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16. get an English teaching certificate
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17. find a hobby i'm really passionate about
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18. write for a travel magazine
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19. write a collection of semiautobiographical short stories about being an expat
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20. go on a long-term backpacking or road trip with the one i love (whoever that may be)
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21. have multiple streams of passive income
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22. stop expecting to be a fucking brilliant prodigy at everything i try for the first time
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23. never bash men in general for something one of them does to annoy/hurt me
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24. Join Amnesty International
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25. list 50 women little girls should admire instead of symbols of stupidity and weakness
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26. drive across the Canadian border with everyone in the car wearing a tinfoil hat
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27. fall in REAL love: ridiculous, kind of inconvenient, not completely consuming, could probably live without each other but it would suck more--love.
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28. Write things that make me happy, daily
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29. talk to myself like a friend instead of a critical bitch
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30. learn html
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31. stop apologizing for being somewhat of an introvert
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32. accept my neuroticism and keep it contained as an endearing quirkiness
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33. date SMARTER
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34. Learn to speed read
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35. stop thinking too much
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36. translate Chuck Klosterman's 23 questions into Japanese
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37. get a Thai massage again
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38. list 43 things that i like about myself
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39. Get my Master's Degree
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40. write some publishable fiction before year's end
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41. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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42. play my guitar and sing in the shopping arcades at 2am
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43. Post song lyrics that are important to me
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i think i’ve reached Apathy Mode.
i just don’t really care. sure, i have “options,” which is cool but none of them really get me… excited, neurotic, jittery, especially happy or sad… they’re just other people. it was nice that Shuntaro told me “i think you are beautiful girl” during our English class, i’m aware that i still have feelings for Kei but it’s not gonna happen, i was somewhat disappointed that Masaaki didn’t come to class last week but not too terribly bummed, and i don’t really care either way whether Kenji comes to the show with me tonight or not. it would be cool, but i just don’t care.
and maybe that’s not necessarily a bad thing.
Smile like a sun, back over time
Crazy fr you, pleasure is mine
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
You’re coming thru, even it up
Going too far, try understand
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
Whisper kiss yr ear, I’ll tell you what I fear
Whisper the kisses in yr ear, I’ll tell you what I fear
Come on home, just ain’t fair
Name of rock’n’roll, where love dies
Couldn’t find a soul, tell it like it is
Deep down inside, drunken butterfly
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
I love you, I love you, I love you, what’s your name?
