be a better daughter

finally, things seem to good between us again :)
I helped her clean the house today and we had a really good time :)
She makes me laugh sosososo much :D

i love my mommy…she loves me n stands my tantrums..n spends on me n cooks for me tasty food, tasty tasty food !!...n did i say that she works? she works very hard…n i know she does not get any time for herself..i want to be a better daughter…i want to help around in the house…i want to be more responsible…im just lazy…i keep it up for a couple of days n then go back to my previous self. that is goin to change…

Uno, i know i just lost one of my best friends to her girlfriend. And i dint mean to..but wen i was being driven home from myu friends house, i busrt in tears. My sister and my mum just freaked to a point. I explained it and they were so suportive.

I never knew the two bitchest chicks in my life cud have such a emotions.

For letting it out. i feel i was a helping out. It was wierd…but uno. It was good to not be yelled at. Instead, i was loved.

=]

I could never tell my mum everything. but a little bit here and there wouldnt hurt.

Amnesia
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and I know this. I think half of the our communication issues stemmed from me acting just as crazy as I’d liked to have believed she was acting. I’ve gotta take some responsibility in this, too. Not too much, mind you, as there are still some issues I have a hard time reconciing with. You can’t blame a mother for loving her daughter. I HAVE a daughter, and I’d probably react similarly to her God, forbid history should repeat itself. Apples and trees…....apples and trees.

There I said it. I love my mom and dad. I should not argue with my mom so much. I should cook for my dad everyday.

I love my parents. I love them so much and I’m grateful for everything they do for me. They spoil me, they treat me like gold. And I treat them like…Slaves. Well not really, but I never give them a break to sit down while I do something for them. I know why though. I’m L-A-Z-Y. There I said it. Lazy. I’m a really lazy person, and I want to help them so much. Just little things. It’ll be hard, but I will be good to them.

I am sometimes really meaan to my mum.

We argue lots, and I always pull out the ‘you treat [my sister and brother] way better!’ card.

I wiSh I cOulD RealLy BE a bEtteR DauGhteR…But I thiNk tHat eveRy tIme I Do someThinG botH my paRenTs aRe aGainSt me. We haVe a veRy difFereNt waY of tHinkinG. anD tHat’s wHy we neVer finD solUtioNs of ouR commOn proBlemS.
I feeL realLy sorry. But I doN’t tHink the SituaTiOn wilL geT betteR ‘tilL I’ll leaVe my hOuse.

your’s.

I’m marking this as done. I recently moved closer to my parents, and I believe I’ve had opportunity to really work on being a better daughter. There’s been a lot of those “open moments” when I’ve had a chance to tell my parents how much they’ve meant to me. This becomes more and more important the older you get (and thus the older you’re parents get).

I talk back to my mom, I sass my mom, I am rude to my mom, I drive her absolutely crazy, and I yell at her SOOO much. I’m not sure if she really does love me, but she says so. I am such a bratty kid, I’m surprised she hasn’t sent me away. I wouldn’t think i was a brat if she didn’t point it out to me 10 times a day. I’m gonna try to be a better daughter to her. I really really want our relationship to be like Lorelai and Rory Gilmore. I know they’re just characters in a TV show, but i think that kind of relationship is achievable. I’m starting today.