find the right boyfriend

I’ve been with my fabulous boyfriend for 6whole months today!! It’s pretty cool- I’m completely besotted, head over heels in love with him. Things are a little tough at the moment cause we’re far apart but I think in some ways the distance is good. Normally I overthink things but ironically the free time I have to think about being with him is spent wishing I was with him. I thought it would make things more likely to fall apart but really it’s bringing us closer together. He’s so good to me. Treats me like a princess.

I always start liking the wrong guys. And I always start liking them really fast. All the guys I usually start liking are gay, taken, or total jerks. I’m really sick of being single. I know i’m only fourteen and have plenty of time to find the right guy but I still want to have a nice boyfriend to talk to and go on dates with. All the guys at my school and in my town are jerks and most have girlfriends and the one decent guy that I like and that used to like me back until I screwed things up is moving half way across the country. So how do I find a new guy?

Hummm, I’m contemplating about this tag, “find the right boyfriend”. I must say, you can’t find the right boyfriend until you actually had taken him out on a date. Why worry about “finding the right boyfriend”. You are not gonna commit yourself (yet) are you? In order to “find the right boyfriend” you have to date many of them, at least, to find the right one. Who cares! they do it too, “finding the right girlfriend”.
It’s like checking the merchandize. Hey!! they do it, so, why can’t we do it.
Tough! Be creative and sensual, that’ll do the trick.

Who really has a clue when it comes to guys? I don’t even think they do. Not that I’m saying girls are easy to understand, but at least we actually talk about what we’re feeling.

I know plenty of nice guys and sure I like them and at points I think they might be boyfriend material, but they pale into comparison compared to one guy, who is simply an idiot.

I mentally slap myself every morning when I wake up and his name comes into my head. It’s ridiculous really. It’s been well over a year and I spent 10months of that in a different country trying to forget him. Met up with him once and he hugged me and I was back to square one.

He says he likes me, but he’s too immature/looking for everything to be perfect and therefore it’s just not the right time. How long do I wait though? Forever? Until I have to go be his best friend at his wedding?

I seriously believe I’m never going to get over him. It’s not for the lack of trying- or even the lack of looking for someone new. I feel like such a disaster!! But he is just perfect- except for the fact that he’s not ready yet.

It seems everytime I find a guy that I like or want to date, I lose interest in him immediately. It’s almost as if I get bored of them. My friends say I need a ‘challenge’ or a ‘chase’. But I think it’s because I’ve never found a decent boyfriend. Don’t get me wrong, the guys I’ve dated are decent just not boyfriend material I suppose. And I know you’re not suppose to find the love of your life at 15 but it would be nice to settle down with a decent guy for a few months or even a year.