loose 10 pounds

I think my relationship didn’t work out because i was so self-concious of my body. I thought every woman was competition. Now that I think about it I see that I’m not that big, I just use to be really tiny and maybe shedding a couple pounds would not only help me feel better about myself as a whole but also make sure I live eat and just am health all around. I want to look as good as I feel. I look in the mirror and i’m not happy. So lets make me happy:) and jump on that tredmill!

I lost 15 lbs in 2 months. I want to lose another 10. So far I run 4 miles everyday and it’s working.

Temporarily putting this on hold. I found out I’m three months pregnant and happily so. That means I can walk around in that bikini all summer long and eat all the food I want. Sounds good to me. Too bad all this morning sickness isn’t helping. Funny though when I add this goal back to my list in seven or eight months it’ll be titled ” loose 40 pounds, regain my waist and find my feet”. Good luck to everyone still trying, keep positive and remember to be happy with yourself, you are beautiful.

I’ve been eating like a fatass these several days.
I certainly broke my goal about eating healthy.
Gah, i feel so BLAAAH.
:(

Every girl wants to look good in her bathing suit. I’ve never dieted before so this might be hard for me. I think I’ll do 50 crunches a day, run or walk every other day, try to substitute water for what ever else I want to drink, and eat more tuna fish.

Trust me it wasn’t hard, but if you put your mind and dedication into it.

Anything can happen, just be sure to not starve your self. Because being hungry, isn’t being healthy

A couple of years ago I was a health addict. Now I’m a slob. I need to find the middle ground.

For the last two months I became extremely careless of what I put in my mouth…I even surprised myself…I started eating a lot of tortilla chips, eating out a lot, and drinking soda… I vowed off junk food and soda for the last ten years and I can count with one hand how many times I’ve put them in my mouth since. Then suddenly it became my routine binging…I know a lot of it has to do with working too much and being a little stressed with my personal life. When I realized what I got myself into I was 11 pounds over my ideal weight and most of my jeans couldn’t fit me anymore and I can’t even suck my stomach in and get away with it anymore! So now it’s serious because I have to be a size 3 again…soon.

Here it is almost summer and I have yet to join the gym yet to start any sort of exercise plan and of course no diet in effect. I really wanted to be able to wear a bikini this year. I even bought one, really cute in hopes that it would motivate me. What was more important to me was that I wanted to feel comfy in said bathing suit. It is kind of sad because I wish that every one could feel comfy in their own skin. Today’s media makes me feel so fat and ugly, I have had my photo taken I am not fat. I don’t think I have a great body but it could be worse. I am not sure if I am toned up enough to wear said swimsuit but I will wear it. I will wear it on shear principle, no one should have to feel so bad about themselves that they can’t have a good time. I still plan to get the extra weight off and I will.

I have 2 weddings, my 10 year high school reunion, and have to see my hot ex in June! I really just want to drop 10 to give my confidence a boost and the buttons on my pants a little break =0)