track what's on my zeitgeist

the west and the frontier
the word wonky
studies on the importance of early childhood development
layoffs and religious extremes

• snow
• sweaters
• hot chocolate
• hoodies
• cardigans
• cuddling

• solid foods
• pickles
• pie
• beer, wine, spirits
• potatoes

• house, m.d.
• anglophilia
• new book search
• sex and the city
• superheroes

• kitties, especially the furuzzy grey ones
• yellow

sticks of butter
more than one axelrod
fishing caps

Chicago
Being out of touch
Platypuses, again

porn
liberation
performance art
veganism
squatting
dealing with bad emotions
how to be fair to others
psychedelic drugs
betty’s art studies
squat-sitting
free love is boring
schizoid introvert
spd
dream -> no drugs etc.
dan

what i’m listening to right now

sparks (literally)
talking heads
the gerbils
vivian girls
smashing pumpkins
modest mouse
mgmt
radiohead (like, duh)
baby venom!
third eye blind
michael mcdonald
fiona apple
tv on the radio
fiery furnaces
the kinks
yeah yeah yeahs
television
beat happening

and a lot a lot of the classical radio station.

my marriage
our happiness
autumn
pipes
hubby’s re-bearding! :)
english muffins, croissants, bagels et al.
love
sex
joy
peace
money
woolen winter skirts
sweaters!
rain
rainboots
umbrellas
not him
asparagus
paris
bret easton ellis
modest mouse
diet coke
1890s
civilization
the economy
nader and third parties
music videos
hsm
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep
popcorn
vegan chili
warning sign
talking heads
writing on my hand
handwriting
driving
newcastle, my old friend
the great american smoke up
being young, poor and in love—filled with adventure

meeting new people
dancing like I used to
find new music on the internet
sorting out my life
analyzing myself
becoming a person I would like to meet
finding a new way of presenting myself to others
expressing myself through my outer appearance
rock’n’roll hair
I look like lydia lunch (surprise!)
eye make up
rings
adorning my soul with a beautiful body
drinking alcohol again and remembering what it’s like to be drunk
meeting my old friends from school
psychosomatic medicine
aching legs: letting myself down
getting things done
learning new skills
my talent: I can read people
lucid dreaming
growing up
relying on and not disappointing myself

so, to sum it up, my zeitgeist right now consists of a lot of internal issues, thinking about who I am and who I want to be, being disappointed by the way things have been and figuring out how to change them by changing my behaviour.
on another note, I care more about my appearance than I did before. I try to reach out to other people and show them who I am. I therefore express myself through my looks because this is the first thing people take notice of when we meet and also because I feel that I am more vulnerable, exposed and forced to be honest and to stand by myself if I turn my personality inside out. no hiding anymore.

new blog
updating webby
tarts
hannah takes the stairs
taking stock
getting out of messy situations alive, dignity in tact
paris
gravity
circus
form
flow
rain
cool weather
sweaters
all the exciting pending autumnal things
brunch party
tea
work
talking heads
voice
ordering stationery (thinking about it, despite… )
adrien brody
grapes
filing
ice cream samiches

seeing all these things on the following list that are breaking my usual habits and routine. making new routines and habits. i think that’s a good thing…

the website
work
neon purple
being in love
being in lust
talking heads
ampersands
youth and impetuousness
age and wisdom
turning a profit
being entrepreneurueladl (i gave up trying to spell it)
late to bed, early to rise
walking, walking, walking
the nose ring
multi-v
ice cream cones
reading on the deck
strange neighbors
reading one book at a time (for a change)
twinings chai at home instead of expensive chai latte at the cafe
the end of the affair
restraint
proporiety
having reservations
thinking before one speaks
being the best damn stationer in the city
snobbery as a weapon
snobbery as quite a lot of fun
tears
keeping the bathroom clean
sadness over not starting school: no new pencils and binders and teachers and books
nectarines