get divorced

Everything is difficult at first. – I mean the getting your shit together part. The leaving was the easy part.

But now I am so happy not to be “M” to you know who anymore. I am so happy. Yeah how many times can I write that? I think 4ever. Anyway that’s what a divorce is supposed to do, make you happy. Well it made me happy.
This is so long awaited and, all my fears have been comforted.

I went to family court yesterday and got everything that I was asking for in the divorce including full custody with a discretionary order for visitation I am SO happy! I have to wait until there is some paperwork filed with the courts and then my divorce is FINAL. I can’t wait! Its been two years in the making and I am so excited about my new life without ties to the ex!

This divorce is going so hard. My ex does not want to let go of this shit. I am so tired of him lingering on me. I can not take it anymore. I really wish not to see him anymore. Thats my dream. He keeps e-mailing, calling, txting and coming to my job. This shit is crazy, I can not take it anymore.

So yes 80% of my things are out the house, but the ex is begging and crying and trying to win me back. Why can’t he just realize that it’s not going to happen? I need him to know that. He had his chance, and he fucked it up. There is no going back.

I have my hearing in two weeks!! Uncontested so I will walk in there married and leave divorced I can’t wait!!

Wow getting married was so easy. You show up with you Gov I.D and the money order and bam you’re married. Lol now this divorce is going to be so hard. I have been doing some research and wow, you have to go through so much stuff, I don’t know what to do anymore.

I know that a divorce would be the best thing for me. The other thing is I wish my stupid “Husband” would agree on this. I mean he thinks it’s a joke. He refuses to realize the situation and what is really going on. And he quit his job, so I see him more and more now and I really hate it. I can’t stand that shit. OH god help me. Yeah let him keep laughing it up.

I have been having these not so loving feelings for my husband. I never expected that i would want to have a divorce. I know what you’re thinking, is there another man? And no there is not. I am just not in love or have any love for this person. I know it’s been happening for a while.

final paperwork went before the judge in the summer. he sent back a note about child support, responded & waiting it to pass before him again. Would be nice if it were done by the end of the year – a chapter of my life that so needs to be closed & left in the past!

so i dont know what to do. i married the only girl i ever dated and we had problems when we dated but worked them out. it was a long distance thing so when we saw each other we never argued but now we have been married for almost 2 years and stuff is comin up and i dont know how to handle it. i treat her like a co-worker, and just act like a dick to her when she gets confrintaional. i know i shouldnt do that but i dont care. i also drink alot and that bothers her but when she was in college she drank alot too so i feel like i am catching up cause i never drank till i was 21 and now i am 24. also now she acts like a mom to me. the other night she said “You could have it alot worse,” and alls i could think of is “well i could be single and not have to deal with anything, and be happy single,” but i didnt say that cause i am a pussy and dont want to hurt her feelings or anyone for that matter. we stayed together for all the wrong reasons and now she is happy but i am not and i dont know to express that. i just feel like givin up, the person she new is dead and he drowns it in Jack and Jim. I aint happy!