tell the world my deepest darkest secrets

This has been on my mind for some time now. Everyday I’m thinking about the things I do wrong, what I did right, and I’m always at it. Non stop. I want to dissappear sometimes and go where no one can find me. I wanna break away from everything, I’m so tired. I can smile and I can laugh but inside there’s always something pushing at me. I want peace in my life!!!

I don’t know if i will ever be able to do this one goal of mine. Seriously doubt it. There are many things that have happened in my short life that no one really knows about. If people were to know these things, I would never be looked at the same way again, especially by my family and friends. I have learned to live with my experiences so it’s not like I am affected by anything from my past. I’m really not. Still, sometimes I think how things could have been different for me if I had made different decisions back then. I’ll never know.